It's time to be a big girl now, & big girls don't cry..

I have a job interview today!! At the Embassy Suites!! Tres Pretty Hotel.... not like The [un]Comfort Inn. *Wish me Luck!* <- I'm gonna need it.
Also, I have another interview on Monday.. For the Oaks Overlooking the Falls *Wish me Luck x2* - No More Nights!! *crosses fingas*
and Wednesday = PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!! <- Taking my mommy for Mum's Day :]

**Congrats to Rob - On the WIN in that cuute little Sprint Car on Sunday!! I so wanted to come watch, but I had to work :(
Not congrats however to Al, Doug, and Mark.. due to the fact that you RAN Rob's dad over with a quad! *Idiots* Haha, no more beer in the garage for you! :p

Sean;
Ever since I opened my big stupid mouth.. I've been an effing mess. Seriously, please call me if you read this. You want me to be happy, you're the only one that makes me happy.. I've thought about it a lot, and I've decided that this is one thing that I'm not gonna be able to do for you. I can't give up on you for someone else, I know you say you're never there when I need you.. but you are. I could be having the worst day and you always know how to make it better. So please, just forget I said anything about it... cuz this is the one and only time I wish I hadn't been honest with you about something.
So yeah, call me kk, cuz it's been 2 days[feels like forever]... and I haven't been able to stop crying...

*Still Sad*
-Ash

When the tears come streaming down your face,
When you lose something you can't replace,
When you love someone, but it goes to waste,
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home,
And ignite your bones,
And I will try to fix you.
High up above or down below,
When you're too in love to let it go,
If you never try you'll never know,
Just what you're worth