Worst Night Ever !!

I just had the worst night of my fucking life...

It started out great.. came into work, wished death on Steve.. the usual. Met a super cute boy [Andy], and some of his friends.. did some Jager-Bombs with the super cute boy haha *blushes* yes, while working.. Twas great times..

UNTIL...

My fucking mom shows up.. yeah.. and you think that's awkward.. just you wait my friends, just you fucking wait!!

So it was me, the cute boy, one of the other girls that works here [who had popped in to meet someone] and one of the cute boy's friends. DOESN'T MY MOM GO AND START TALKING ABOUT SWALLOWING!!!! And no, not, swallowing food either. She proceeded to go on about how if she would have known what a hand full my sister was gonna be, she would have swallowed. THAT'S RIGHT KIDS.. MY MOM!! I was so disgusted..

Then more drunk fuckers show up.. and she's all talking to them [if I didn't think my mom was a whore before, I FUCKING DO NOW] These boys are mayybe like mid to late 20s.. and she's totally flirting with all of them. Continuing to bring up the swallowing, cuz it's less messy, and it hurts to get it in the eye. Making sure to tell everyone that I'm her daughter.. Then the drunk bastards have the balls to tell me that I have a hot mom, and start singing "Ashley's mom has got it going on" YEAH BUDDY.. UNLESS YOU WANT YOUR BALLS CUT OFF, SHUT THE FUCK UP!

She finally gets the hint on how disgusted I am with her, and says she's gonna go.. the one little boy tries to invite her back to their room.. for 'drinks' surprisingly, she said no. And then she wonders why I can't look at her in the face, and why I can't talk to her..

Hmmm, I wonder?!?!

Not to mention the fact that Steve is here tonight.. and some of those drunk fucks were upstairs doing god knows what.. so they probably woke him up, and I'm gonna hear about it in the morning. As well, I got a few noise complaints from guests.. so on top of being bitched at over the phone, I'm probably gonna hear it again in the a.m.

I am such a wreck right now.. honestly, it's hard for me to even type.. my hands, and my whole body are shaking like mad. I feel sick to my stomach, I feel like I'm going to cry.. and I'm so horrified that my mom would come here, and act like the BIGGEST FUCKING HOE BAG in the world!

I just want tonight over.. and I want to forget everything..

-Ash

[I felt so empty and now I'm fine, but still it's burning, when will you be mine? ♪] - Wow.. 11 months!!