nuit de merde

Ye'Haw.. add another one in the blog history of BORING ASS NIGHTS!

* One more day, one more day, one more day *
In the past 7 days, I've read two books, and am starting on a third. Also, I have exhausted just about EVERY movie that I own. It's quite sad that I have a night full of that much nothing.

I did have a super cute guest tonight though. He came down to ask for a wake-up call, and the first thing he said was "I don't mean to bother you but..." So I was like "Nah, no bother, they don't pay me to sit here and look cute.." and then he was like "Well, that's good.. cuz you'd be making a fortune" ^^ lol * Awww *

The stupid T.V in the lobby broke.. so now no telly watching for me :( I never realized how quiet it gets in here without the background noise from that idiot box haha. It's driving me crazzy, I hate the silence!! But Mr. Owner is a cheap bastard, so he more then likely won't want to pay to get a new one. Wooo!

What else, what else. Some trucker dude called here asking if his shipment had went through yet. Another idiot that got our number mixed up with that of the Duty Free haha. It happens all the time, I guess you can't blame them, it's only one number different. :s

P.S. Somethings not right.. haha
1) How many times have I watched Rent ? Many a time right. I was watching it tonight.. -Dude dies from AIDS - I ball my eyes out. I've never cried during this movie, or any movie that I can think of at the moment. Movies aren't real.. there fore not worth tears, especially from me :s
2) On the way into work, a song came on my iPod, a song that I've heard a million times. There's a line that says "I can't pretend, I won't think about you when I'm older, cuz we never really had our closure, this can't be then end" ..and what do I do - ball my eyes out :s
Jesus.. I need some booze hahahahaha nah, I'm kidding, that will solve nothing.

Welps.. I'm off for more Movie Watching + Reading + Candia Commenting + Maybe Some 'Real Work'

Adios
-Ash

- From the moment you came into my life, you showed me what's right -

* death a la boredom *

Boo! Another boring night!
Ugh, everything I write is getting to * blah * it's always the same old, same old.

Lets see...
The cute boy from last night was back again. In my lobby.. and I actually got to talk to him tonight. It wasn't just some creepy "I'm getting the newspaper" aka "I wanna check out what you got" And the part that makes it so much better, is he came over and started the convo lol. He goes to teacher's college.. and he's so adorable haha. :p Even with out his little engineer hat. To bad he's from like Sarnia..

What else...
Ahh, I forgot to mention to you Miss Candia. Last night, I got asked to join a little 3 some action * eww! eww! EWW! * With two of the creepers that I used to work with at J.B.T.F. To make things worse.. it was 2 GUYS :s the one of them being the creeper that is tres creepy, and the other one is like 18.... yeah. That was definitely one of those things that made me feel dirty, and the dirt would not come off.

Well, that was pretty much my night.. woo go me!
But I got yelled at for not leaving something new yesterday so, here ya go!
Back to movies, and reading for me + maybe later a comment a la Candia & maybe a bit of work if I feel up to it haha.

Au Revoir
-Ash

- My life with you means everything, so I won't give up that easily -

everything seems possible & nothing is what it seems

* WHINE *

What a boring night! I honestly wanted to shoot myself in the face!
There was no reading of poems that made me ball my eyes out.. I stayed away from those bad boys tonight. Couldn't stay away from the radio on the way to work however.. :s

That movie that I was watching "An American Haunting" like I said.. took a gigantic turn in the direction of L.A.M.E ! Such a shitty ending! I mean, c'mon with main characters like Donald Sutherland, and Sissy Spacek you just can't help but expect so much more. Also, the fact that it's based on a true story.. can anyone say DISTURBING with an ending such as that one :s
I wouldn't recommend it to anyone, maybe a blind and deaf person.. but even then, I'd feel bad about it. [No thumbs up!]

Ahh, but then as a bit of Cinema redemption I watched Labyrinth * heart * you can't go wrong with a classic such as that. Love, Love, LOVE that movie! David Bowie has such fantastic make-up! He needs to rethink his wardrobe though.. mainly the pants.. they leave nothing to the imagination :s * yikes * haha

Anyway.. bored.. so..
Candia Comment + Reading + Breakie Out-Put + More Reading = My next few hours, then HOME TIME !! * woo woo *

- Quote of the Day: Miss Carlie: "They scare you in health class, about eating to much fast food, they say it will clog your overies and give you a heart attack" ... "Uhh, you mean ARTERIES?" ... "I dunno, maybe.. some kind of tube" - ..Sweetie, it's a good thing you're as cute as you are haha :p

Byes
-Ash

- I'm weak, it's true, cuz I'm afraid to know the answer. Do you want me too? Cuz my heart keeps falling faster -

* Burrrr * baby, it's cold outside

God damn i hate cold! Ashee hates winter!

Candia.. it makes me sad that you're scared of me : (
I'm totally fine, I just need to let off a bit of steam is all lol. No worries.. I'm not gonna go crazzzy and freak out on someone here... * yet * haha JUST KIDDING.
I suppose working 8 days in a row won't be all that bad, when you think about it, it's only 3 more then 5, which is what I normally work. Besides, some people, who shall remain nameless... work like 14 hour days and they do that like 7 days a week. * My lil' Trooper *

Also.. I did indeed get my books : ) I was very excited when they came, and they were delivered by a cute man lol. I'm so excited for Edgar, and I can't wait to finish the book I'm reading now, so I can go on a 'Poe-like Adventure' !! It's a huge mofo of a book.. I'm pretty sure you could kill someone with it! haha [I'm keeping that in mind for later]

Blah.. I'm bored.. and I might be going to Chicago with Ethan !

I would say that there's a chance I may write more later.. but it's gonna be another DULL night, so I'm pretty sure I'd just be lying.
So, I'm gonna leave a Candia Comment.. then I'm gonna read.. haha wow, me reading.. I'm becoming a nerd :p

p.s. I sold my soul... and bought something online from American Eagle [yes, I know.. I want to kick myself in the face..] but they're super cute jeans, I just couldn't say no :s lol

LaTeS
-Ash

- I used to waste my time dreaming of being alive, now I only waste it dreaming of you -

a riot girl & i'm angry at the world

Seems to me that it's time for another rant.. long forgotten, and very needed..
If I had to choose a "happiness is.." phrase today, I'm pretty sure [after arriving at work] it would be "happiness is stabbing someone in the eye with a rusty fork, and watching the eye goo drip out onto the floor" lol
I honestly feel the need to kill..

I came into work excited as usual for my wonderful shift full of splendor. Only to find out that I will be working for the next 8 [that's right EIGHT] days in a row. Because the dumb slut that they hired to work my days off.. doesn't want to work nights "because her daughter can't sleep when she's home alone" GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK! YOUR DAUGHTER IS 15 YEARS OLD!
Wow, did I let go with a string of swearing.. haha. I was told that it could have never been imagined for such words to come out of me haha. I even [not that I'm proud to admit this, I'm actually disgusted] said the * "C-Word" *.. yeah, my most hated of ALL words.. and it just slipped out in my rage. I was piiiissed!!

Also, located just below that lovely little gem of a schedule was a big ass note that says "Night Audit Staff: During your shift from 11pm - 7am in the winter months could you please shovel all the side walks around the property."
Uhh, #1.. I'm the only one that works nights so you could have just told me... you don't need to leave a huge god damn note! Ya dumb slut..
#2.. I do not get paid enough to go out there when it's freezing cold, and pitch black to shovel your stupid side walks.. why don't you take your skanky ass out there, during your shift, when it's day light.. and do it your fucking self!
I feel like making a big ass note and putting it up next to this one "Dear Manager.. EAT ME!" Hmm, I wonder what sort of response I'd get to a note like that, I bet it would be a good one.

I'm sick of this snow as well.. haha I know I shouldn't complain cuz we haven't had much snow. But I want it gone! It's wet, and cold.. it makes my hair yucky.. and people drive like DICKS when there's the slightest dusting of that white shit on the roads!
Plus, I'm sick of my dad constantly telling me how to drive in snowy conditions.. it makes me so mad! And when I say anything about it, I get "it's called caring.." no, it's called annoying, and I wanna stab you in the spleen. haha

I think that's all my anger for now.. perhaps if I get bored later, I will write something a little more happy, and cheerful : )

Ciao
-Ash [who is steaming with rage.. lol]

- I want you around when it gets lonely baby, there's no me without you -

i want to be, i want everything

** PRISON BREAK TONIGHT !! **
Soo excited!! Mmm, some yummy Wentworth action!!

I'm so sick of this damn snow ! It's cold, and wet, and makes my heart hurt !

Another boring night as usual.
I've decided that this place is more ghetto then I had originally thought. I was down checking turning the heater on in the one room, cuz we had the best guest ever coming in. I had it on for about an hour.. went to check on it, and it was still ice cold. So I went and turned the heat on in a bunch of other rooms as well, and more then half of them were blowing COLD AIR!
* Dear Steve: I'm pretty sure that when a guest comes in outta the snow and cold.. THEY WOULD LIKE SOME HEAT! *

Plus : I think I may have had a little encounter with Mr. Ghosty Ghost.. When I went into the one room to check the heater, I walked past the mirror, and for a split second there was a black shadow in the mirror with me. I'm pretty sure I wanted to cry :s

We have 4 reservations set to arrive here tomorrow [well, I guess today..], and one of them goes by the last name of "Hornyansky" hahaha. That has to be like the greatest last name ever!

Me thinks I shall go for a nap now.. haha

Cheers
-Ash

- I'm glad you're up when it gets lonely baby, there's no me without you.. -

i'm just the girl all the boys wanna dance with

Ye'Haw! I just spent a good hour or so bagging muffins, and cleaning out the back room! * Fun Times *

(*) I hate having to bag muffins! It's such a pain in the ass! But all the other little chickies that work here are lazy bitches.. and refuse to do it. It's not like they have anything better to do! * grrr * The task itself is so repetitive.. 'rip bag from roll, open bag, 5 carrot muffins, 5 bran muffins, tie bag, into freezer you go' :s I had to do that for 24 dozen bloody muffins * shoot me *

(*) Then I decided to tidy up the back room.. it was soo cluttered! There were empty boxes every where, plus half empty boxes that all contained the same things. Like, I swear to God, I work with a bunch of lazy slobs! So I got rid of all those, and threw out a bunch of shit that was probably still good.. but no one will notice that it's gone haha. It looks tres beau back in there now.

Other then that.. same old boring night. I came in only to fix shit that the 7 - 3 chick effed up. Watched some telly, added some more pages in my sketch book, talked to Mina & Sean, and made plans to take my sister shopping on Tuesday [woo, I'm excited for that one :s]
* My life is just so full of excitement, I don't know what to do with myself *

P.S. I wanna go to P.A. to visit my Ethan.. I miss that boy way to much !!

Haha, I was reading this "article".. TOTALLY made my life!! And also served as a good blog filler. Gotta add some beef to this bitch some how, so I picked out a few of the good bits :-)
[It's linked to the title.. so if you wanna read the rest, there ya go..]
*******
"What Women Say - and what they actually mean"

Phrase #1
What She Says: I don't mind if you hang out with your ex.
What She Means: I trust you, but definitely not her. If she lays a finger on you, I'll rip her heart out with my bare hands and make her eat it.
What You Should Do: Proceed with caution, but have fun!

Phrase #3
What She Says: I'm fine.
What She Means: Things are not fine and I'm mad at you. (The word 'fine' actually stands for: freaked out, irritated, nervous and emotional).
What You Should Do: Make a mental note that in a woman's vocabulary the word 'fine' often has the same meaning as 'terrible'.

Phrase #6
What She Says: Yes, I think she's pretty.
What She Means: Tell me I'm more beautiful and that she is an airbrushed, high maintenance, ugly troll behind a wall of makeup with breast implants.
What You Should Do: Do what she says! Tell her she's beautiful.
*******

Late-a' Gate-a'
-Ash

- you always find a way to keep me right here waiting -

we all have something that digs at us..

Why does my job suck so much ass... haha
I'm so extremely bored.. you have no idea!!

-Marina, I watched that SNL thing with Jake Gyllenhaal, that was too funny. It's kinda upsetting though, how much he seems to like to frolic around as a gay cowboy.. and now in a dress :p haha. And the one SNL dude in the audience.. the faces he makes while Jake is singing.. PRICELESS! haha I effing love it!!-
P.S. I left you some fun comments of your bloggy blog :-)

Hmm, today is the twentieth of January.. I'm pretty sure on this day last year I was just starting a new and exciting job at The Comfort Inn. It makes me a little nauseous to think that I've worked in this place for a year :s
I've met some real 'winners' in that time.. haha most of which I wish I had never had the 'pleasure' of meeting. And if I were to run into them again, I would turn and run the other way haha.

Wow.. I've really got nothing else to blog about.. that's sad, usually I can bull shit my way through a good blog, but not tonight.

Ahh, eff it.. I'm going to have a nap haha. Maybe I will have a fun dream or something.. then I can add that to this 'Blog a la Shit'

Byes
-Ash

- Do you think of me? Do you dream of me? I always dream about you.. -

smell the roses, but steal the vines

What a wonderful 2 days off I had... I did absolutely nothing!! Haha, cuz I am what is known as a LOSER! Haha, Nah, it was totally my choice to not leave my house. I stayed in my pj's and relaxed.. got caught up on my sleep. I slept sooo good in my bed when all you normal people sleep :) it was tres fantastique!

I lied, I did get dressed on Tuesday, cuz I had to go out and buy 'The Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning' as well as 'Employee of the Month'-
TCM - Pure cinematic BRILLIANCE! It's full of the most amazing camera angles, and blood spattering genius * joy *
Employee of the Month - It has Dane Cook, and that alone speaks for it self. Also the line "She hops in the sack faster then a singed koala lookin' for an all night burn center" WONDERFUL line!!
As a matter of fact, I brought both of them to work with me, so I can watch them again haha.

Also, today.. went and got my hair all cut off. It looks pretty cute, I decided against bangs.. but it's all layers, and light, and niiice.

Ahh, and now it's back to the daily grind of Le Comfort Inn * boo * It's pretty sad that I haven't even completed one shift, and already I'm asking "Is it Monday yet?" [Since these mofos seem to enjoy giving me Monday & Tuesday off] * grr *
Pay Day on Friday ! And this pay cheque I'm pretty sure is gonna make Steve commit suicide haha :p Some how I ended up with 88 regular hours owed to moi PLUS I 'requested' my vacation pay.. which was up to about $670.00. Soo, I'm pretty much looking at like a $1300.00 [ish] pay cheque.. or 'heart attack a la Steve'

Anyway, I grow bored of this.. perhaps I shall write more later : )

LaTeS
-Ash

- You used to talk to me like I was the only one around...can we get this back to how it used to be -

the suckiest bunch of sucks that ever sucked !

Ashee is tired, and wants her bed pronto!!
I think there is something in my eye, it feels sort of like a hair / eyelash.. but I can't seem to find it, and/or get the bitch out! Argh!!

Candace.. where is this story you had to tell me???? You said it involved pictures.. I want it!
Also, I want a new blog from you... Miss I-Demand-Comments-Now! Well, I am now pleased to introduce you to Miss I-Want-Fresh-Blog-Meat-To-Comment-On! :-)

Marina.. The White Ninja had everything to do with everything! Haha, I forget what I was looking at, but a random picture of him and his many Asian facial expressions popped up, so I was like Ooo, Marina *hearts* him..
[Haha.. Asian Facial, that sounds sooooo DIRRRTY!! I love it!] :p

And, I'm done...

T00dles
-Ash

- Why are you so far away? Why won't you ever know that i'm in love with you.. -

i'd burn this city down.. to show you the light

Hmm, considering we are full of little girls who shall be figure skating in the a.m.. it has been a pretty dull night. I always feel so bad for those little figure skating girls, they're like 12.. and their mom's always cake on the make-up so they look like 30 year old street walkers. *yikes*

I had a great talk with my B-Unit tonight! How I miss our talks Benjamin!
And tonight's was superb! [[BEST answer ever! "straight up, my nigga. i dig watchoo sayin" haha]]
* Much Love *

Last night, after my little post about nothing.. around 4am, I did have a bit of excitement though :s if you can call it that.
I was talking to Sean, who had just gotten off work at like 3:30ish and decided to keep me company *aww soo sweet* and this cop car pulls up under the over-hang. I was all like WTF.. it was out there for about 15 minutes or so, then it pulled away, and this guy comes stumbling in.. piss drunk. *yay* Anyway, he proceeds to tell me that he had been a jack ass, and if there was any problems with him to call the police, and send them to his room. Then I come to find out, that he doesn't have a room here, he's supposed to be at a hotel in Buffalo..
So I called the hotel that he was staying at, only to find out that they had just kicked him out of their hotel for causing problems.. WONDERFUL! Long story short.. after about an hour and a half of him talking to me, I finally got him to pay for a room, and leave me the hell alone.
Only to come in tonight, and find out that when he checked out, he was asking about me, telling my manager how cuuute I was. Niiice, well.. I know I can attract drunk guys like a champ! :s

* Marina, I know how you *heart* him.. *
The Crazzzy little White Ninja
[I wanted to put up the picture.. but it was to big :( and I hate that you can't tell when shit is linked on this damn back ground! It makes me tres fache! - I think that's right.. for angry? Maybe throw some accents in there.. cuz the French looove their accents!]

C-Ya
-Ash

- I know you're too good to be true, I must've done something good to meet you.. -

There are no raindrops on roses & girls in white dresses..

Me want this cough to go away!! Also, I want a new job, a car, some ice cream, and a puppy.. haha.

I'm soo bored!! And eating the last of my Christmas Pocky.. *tear* that makes me sad!

So, that movie "Primeval" that I was pretty much dying to see.. cuz the commercials looked tres bien! Anyway, I found this review on IMBD, and it looks pretty shitty.. [not that I'm surprised, cuz every time I get excited about a movie with a good 'scary' trailer it's SHIT! Also.. the "most prolific blood-thirsty killer who has claimed the lives of over 300 people" is a god damn crocodile?! WHAT THE FUCK?! Can anyone say Lake Placid much.. ..: http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0772193/#comment:..
Ugh... once again disappointed in le cinema :s * You Suck *

Wow, boring night, makes for a boring blog.. perhaps I shall write more later, if anything exciting happens [not bloody likely]

Au Revoir
-Ash

- When you're gone.. colours seem to fade -

...

Blah..
It's been another boring as hell night at The Comfort Inn.. as it always is. And while the whole concept of a "New Years Resolution" is the lamest idea that anyone has ever come up with.. it's just an excuse for lazy people to say they're gonna do things that they will never actually do. [Also, it's a little after New Years..]

At the risk of being one of those lame resolution-ers.. I shall call this "My 2007 Plan" [take that suckas!] There's probably like an 80% that I won't do any of this anyway.. so it still has the basis of a 'resolution' I just didn't wanna follow the trend is all.

(*) I want to read more.. yes, you read that right.. READ! Haha, and no Candace, it's not cuz Strombo said it was good :p although, if he did I would have listened a LONG time ago! I still refuse to read a newspaper.. cuz I hate that nasty black news print that gets all over your hands. Eff that shit, I will continue to get the news from 'The Hour' :-) If Strombo doesn't talk about it.. it can't be all that relevant now can it. But I do wanna maybe read some poetry, cuz it's 'soothing' and perhaps it will help release some of my pent up rage that people seem to think I have so much of.

I'm reading this really good book right now, that my mom bought for me for Christmas.. but sadly, I'm almost done. I needed to find something else.. so I just spent like $100 on books from amazon.ca :s *goood times* But I got this super cool Edgar Allen Poe book [that I'm really excited for.. even though, it's going to delay my order until like the middle of February] I also got this other book that I've wanted FOREVER and have never been able to find any where. "Blinking with Fists" it's a book of poetry by Billy Corgan. I'm excited.. and I want them now, not in stupid February!

(*) This is gonna be another weird one.. haha but I also think that I want to brush up on my French skills. I KNOW! I hate French.. but when I think about it, it's actually a little sad that when I was like 4 years old, I could hold entire conversations in French.. and now, I'm lucky if I can string a sentence. It was always fun when the Frenchies came to my window at JBTF and I told them I couldn't speak French, and then be able to understand their snide little comments haha. But it would have been even more fun to yell back at them in French "Yo fuck-face.. I know what you just said, so eff you!" Don'tcha think!! I think :-) [Wow, that totally just made me think of Mad TV, and Dixie Wexsworth.. "You like, I like" haha Danny (MY soul mate! Candace!) does the BEST impersonation of that EVER!]

(*) Also.. I want to take more pictures, go see Sean even if it kills me, cuz he's more stubborn then I am, spend less money online [not bloody likely], burn down the Comfort Inn.. or at least find a new place of employment, learn to have more appreciation for movies that don't involve people being horrible massacred, and get my ass in gear and start drawing more. I used to be able to draw so well.. and now my skills are a little umm.. lacking :s

But, like I said before, the chances of me actually doing any of this stuff, is around 80% [or less] haha. It's all good, at least the thought is there :-)

Ciao
-Ash

- I've waited all my life to cross this line, to the only thing that's true. So I will not hide it's time to try, anything to be with you -

P.S.
Also in my boredom.. I did these..

You Are a Blueberry Margarita

Honestly, there's no one quite like you. And believe it or not, most people think that's a bad thing! You're open, wild, friendly, wacky, and tons of fun. You have a big personality... and a big heart.

You Are 76% Open Minded

You are so open minded that your brain may have fallen out! Well, not really. But you may be confused on where you stand. You don't have a judgemental bone in your body, and you're very accepting. You enjoy the best of every life philosophy, even if you sometimes contradict yourself.

Mmmm, apple cider

Blah.. another boring night!

I was given $10 cuz I called this drunk dude a cab.. and cuz "I was pretty" and I was all like "I'll take your money, but then get outta here ya creeper cuz you're old enough to be my dad!"
Ohh, and one of those drunks just came back, and was all like "did my buddy get back here alright?" Uhh, no.. way to lose your so called friend though! haha Crazzy Yanks!

Ugh, and god damn TBS goes and plays Caddyshack, for the 47million th time. PLAY A GOOD MOVIE!!

And it's now 3am.. I should probably run the audit, since that's what they pay me for.. haha, so I'm gonna go do that, and then who knows.. maybe I will leave a Candia comment [if you're good]

Sorry my writing isn't as 'deep' as your's is Marina ;)

Haha, Candace.. this made me laugh :-)

(*) Candace's 'Evil Test' (*) -- click the linky to laugh ! haha

Also.. I took your little "evil test" and I got this...

You Are 72% Evil

You are very evil. And you're too evil to care. Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot.

Good times!!! [is that true?]

Toodles
-Ash

- Don't bore me, just show me, all men talk but don't please. I can be a tease, but I really wanna please you -

i feel like death warmed over.. :s

Aww, thanks for the visit girls!! It was niice :-) I only wish that I wasn't dying..

I think it might be safe to say "Welcome back throat infection! I missed you so!" As well as "Good-Bye tonsils, you sons of bitches!"
I want nothing more right now, then to curl up in a ball somewhere.. and sleep

Haha, wow.. Marina.. that Wiki article that you sent me! It wasn't just one "Jizzface" there was a whole plethora of the "jizzface" !! Good times!! Also, aside from his name now being "E.E. Jizzface" it also says that "Cummings graduated magna cum load on face from Harvard in 1915.." Wow, this is a brilliant article! So clearly fucked up by one of the morons at Wiki.. yet that just makes it soo much better!

*Nap Time*

C-ya!
-Ash

- That's right baby, I'm goin' crazy, I wanna be your lady. I've been thinkin' lately, that you and me, yes we can make it.. -

pretty eyed + pirate smile

Damn you Elton John! Get outta my head! haha

Blah.. Ashee no feel so good :s
My whole body hurts, and I think my throat is starting to be a bitch again.. which is always fun *Yee'Haw for slut tonsils*

Tonight has been the longest night in the history of long nights..
Is it Monday yet.. c'mon Monday! I hate having to work six days in a row :s it seems to drag on forever.

It's ok for me to work six days though.. while my skank manager complains about having to come in on her day off.. to replace the douche bag staff we have here haha.

Holy hell.. this is the longest movie ever, it seems like it could have ended like 47 years ago.. I've never seen it before, but it has JIMMY FALLON so there fore, it rocks! [hard core]

Miso bored..
...play with Seymore !!
[I made the duck blue.. cuz I've always wanted to see a blue duck! ...What do you think about that Mr. Blue Duck? "That's Quacktastic!"]



Ciao
-Ash

- ..They don't know what you've done for me, you've made such a happy woman out of me -

A lil bit of rant ... a lil bit of sap

We'll get the "rant" outta the way first.. haha

I really need to get out of this place, I think I'm on the edge of a 'Freak-Out'. First.. I'm conforming to your stupid "wear a white shirt with black pants" garbage. But know this, The main reason I don't like to wear white, is because I don't like to get dirty. White seems to attract dirt.. and this place is full of dirt. If you think that I'm gonna be changing juice in the juice machine while wearing white.. HAHAHA that's hilarious. Also, fear the day that you come in [late as usual] and something has gotten me dirty.. cuz I won't be a happy little girl, and I will blame you!

Second.. remember my little F.E fighting friends in the parking lot. Well, the guy that called the front desk to complain about them, I now want him dead. That bastard said he called up here, 4 times.. he called twice. He also said that I didn't do anything about it. Uhh, no no buddy.. you shut your dumb ass mouth right now. The first time you called whining, I went out and told them they had to go inside and be quiet, or leave.. or I was going to have to call the police. The second time you called.. they were getting in their cars to leave.. so how else would you have liked me to handle that situation? Call the police anyway? And say what? .."There's a bunch of people in the parking lot that are in the process of leaving, quick come arrest them, so Mr. 131 will shut the fuck up" I'll keep that in mind for the next time I get a giant dick like you staying in one of my rooms. M'kay pumpkin :-) *douche bag*

And now for the "little bit of sap"..
bare with me, cuz Sean.. you are more then worth 'sap'

- Do you remember when we first met, I sure do.. -

I can now officially say, that I have known the greatest boy in the world for ONE YEAR. Wow, I wouldn't trade a minute of this past year for anything.. even though I still haven't gotten the one thing that I truly want.

People might call me crazzy, but I still remember the very first thing you said to me [even though it was at like 4am, over MySpace, which is the devil haha] I still have the first text message you ever sent me, and it still makes me laugh every time I read it.

I remember being so excited to get home from work, when I worked at Sitel.. just cuz it meant that I got to stay up until all hours of the night talking to you, and you telling me that every time you got a phone call for a credit card membership, you would think of me.

I remember our first phone conversation.. and how we were both so nervous, but you were so cute sweetie hehe. And of course I remember every conversation after that.. talking to you is always my most favourite part of the day.

I remember missing you like crazy when you left me to go to Germany for the FIFA WORLD CUP, and wishing everyday that you would come home safe, and of course, you did.

There are so many things that I could write, so many things I wanna write.. but this would go on forever. I wouldn't trade a minute of it Sean, not for anything in the world. You were always, and will always be the best part of my day and I'll continue to tell you that whenever I can. You have been so amazing, and it's so hard to think of a life without you.. that's not a life that I want. I'm greatful for everyday, and every memory that we've shared.

- xoxoxoxox -

Byes
-Ash

- Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you, why can't I speak whenever I talk about you.. -

Helllllllo 2007 !!

2006.. lots of good times, as well as bad times. Lots of mistakes as well as things that I wouldn't want any other way. But T.S 2006, you're dead now! Bring on the Bouncin' Baby 2007!

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!

I hope everyone had a fantastic one!!
Mine was...... 'interesting' let's just say that every year should start like that! hehe *with a bang* lol
[although, my guilt level is a little high right now.. :s]

"Cheers to a new year and another chance for us to get it right"

Toodles
-Ash

- If I could hear your voice I know that I'd be okay. I know that I've been wrong but I'm beggin' you to stay -